Brothers

You are sixteen now. Four years have gone by and you have never left your family for more than a night at a time again. You can't allow such a catastrophe to ever happen again because of your wants and desires. There are more important things out there than your wants and desires.

You have been taking a great deal of responsibility since the incident, more than is normal for an adolescent like yourself. Some say it is unhealthy for you to be so constantly near your brothers, but you feel it is necessary.

Your father has become a heavy drinker since the incident and your mother seems distant and depressed. You don't get much support from your parents, none of you do. That's why it's so important that you be more than just the big brother. You take care of your brothers in every way you can.

There is a girl at school who you've had the hots for since your freshman year. She developed her breasts a bit earlier than most of the girls and they are definitely a positive aspect of her, but you're more of an ass man, and her ass is one which you desire like no other. She seems pretty cool too, from what little dialogue you have shared. It is her birthday tomorrow and she has invited you to the party. It starts at seven.

Part of you wants to go, you dream of going there and finding out that there is no party, that she just wanted to see you. You dream of making love to her.

But the reality is that if you go, you are certain that you will be laden with guilt for leaving your brothers at home with an alcoholic father and a non existent mother.

They'll be all right though, won't they?