a day as someone else

"Can I come in?" you ask shyly.

Billy's eyes shine. He eyes you up and down. It feels so embarrassing and so dirty to feel his eyes on your breasts, on your crotch. This is a good friend of yours. One who is... well, was, the same gender as you. Him observing you in this way doesn't feel right.

"I dunno who you are but you know something? Go right ahead!" he replies, stepping aside.

You walk into his house. Well, that's step one out of the way. Now how the hell are you going to break the news to him? He closes the door behind you. Or is that your fate being sealed? Now the door's locked. You wonder if you'd be doing all this if you were in his situation. Well, probably. You've both always been pretty desperate. Probably why you got along so well.

"So, how can I help you?" Billy asks, trying to put on a cool expression, you reckon.

It looks like he just got hit with toothache but you don't have the heart to tell him.