Eternal
What few heretical shadows still remain isn’t many and they don’t exactly have any type of leadership anymore. Hunting them all down seems like a waste of your time and possibly manpower, especially since Quala is more hostile and destabilized than ever now. Chances are the heretics will eventually resort to the typical banditry that goes on here and they’ll get wiped out by one of the warlord factions. Even if they manage to join up with any of the factions, they’ll likely abandon their newfound religion in the process.
Rebuilding what you have left seems like a better idea at this point, so you send a message out to all your people to leave this war torn land and head back to Delerg.
When you arrive in Delerg, your temple seems so much emptier now. Well certainly empty of more adults. You don’t have many Blades left either anymore, only about a dozen from what remains of the original amount you had. Not counting all the ones that never made it out of their tanks or failed Talia’s training when she was trying to bring them into the fold of course.
Orphaned children that are fairly young have so far been taken care of in more communal way as needed, though you ask if Talia wants to take charge of all them in the same way she did the eternals and eventually train them to be Blades. She declines though and says the children should probably start being assigned to a more permanent family arrangement starting with volunteers first.
You’re confident that the numbers will build back up since there are always people in Delerg that are drawn to join the order. Assuming you have no further major conflict, things should go back to their previous “boring” ways of simple temple routine in no time. This time though you’re looking forward to a bit of boredom. This last major clash has somewhat made you realize that maybe you should be taking it easier in your later years. Not that you’re ready for the grave, but you just aren’t young like you used to be and you can’t single handedly fight entire wars for the shadows anymore even with your increased magical powers. It’s a strain and you’ve got so much on your plate in general.
Maybe Dendrin knew this too and that’s why he suggested that you not hunt down the heretics in that cryptic way that he tends to do. You think back to how you said to him that you couldn’t afford to not be directly involved and relax in the way that he does, and while that is true, there really isn’t any reason why you couldn’t start following his lead just a little. It also makes you start to wonder if he’s been right about a few things.
Weeks and months pass as you go through the motions of temple routine, though it’s been a little different for you somehow. Like you’ve actually started to attempt to find a deeper reason behind the words of all the texts you read from. You don’t know if it’s because you’re trying to embrace this new moment of peace within the shadows (as opposed to the fidgeting boredom you usually suffer from) or if it’s because you’re becoming genuinely interested in the stuff.
Are you finally becoming a “believer?”
Dendrin claims you already are and it seems impossible, but you have noticed yourself having slightly more civilized conversations with Dendrin as the years have gone on, even agreeing with him at times. You remember practically ranting at him when you were young, in retrospect it’s amazing that he didn’t kill you given his power. He pretty much put up with you and he didn’t have to. He hasn’t helped you in probably the most direct way most of the time, but really would you have wanted him to? Your insistence on always forging your own way was always paramount to you and he probably saw that and acted accordingly by letting you make your own choices.
You’ve only really prayed genuinely once to Dendrin and that was back when you wanted help with getting the new eternals under control. Even then it was a last ditch reason and you did it more out of selfish desperation rather than any genuine belief. You begin to wonder if it couldn’t hurt to just sincerely pray to him once in a while. Not in the hopes of getting anything out of him, but just…well to show a little bit of gratitude.
It is probably due to your new found attempt at piety that attracts more people to the temple and restores some of the hope that the shadows will overcome this set back like they have so many before in the past.
Year 60
“One of the heretics was caught near the temple. He claims that another group stand at the border of Delerg. We confirmed this and most of them haggard and tired looking. This speaker claims that he wishes to speak with you about making peace and an urgent matter.” Brother Gannon says.
“Hmm, have to say I didn’t think they’d last as long as they did. They didn’t mention what this so called urgent matter was about?” you reply.
“No, just that it was of great importance to anyone who reveres Dendrin.”
“Probably a trick of some sort, you should just have all of them killed.” Glen remarks.
“Yes, that would be the safe bet, but I suppose it wouldn’t hurt to listen seeing as I’m not particularly worried about them. Drag him in, but keep a tight hold on him.”
“Very well Shadow Master.” Glen says.
The heretic is brought in and he certainly is a miserable looking wretch. It isn’t due to any roughing up by your own shadows either, as he was confirmed to be in the same state as the rest of his fellows waiting for him. He’s very nervous and looking around as much as he can while two of the Blades grasp his arms and several other shadows look on at the proceedings.
“Well? We don’t have all day. Out with it heretic scum!” Talia demands before you can say anything.
“Oh! Right…uh…Shadow Master I beg you in Dendrin’s name to call off your assassins! We have seen that Theo’s teachings were the improper doctrine! We submit to your rule as the rightful chosen one of Dendrin himself and ask for mercy by allowing us to merge with the true and only temple dedicated to him!” the heretic whines. You certainly weren’t expecting this, and you’re also wondering about these assassins.
“Assassins? We haven’t sent anyone to seek out your destruction. If that were the case we would’ve done it years ago.”
“You…haven’t? But that seems impossible.”
“Why? It isn’t like shadows are well accepted anywhere else except Delerg as you surely know. What makes you think it isn’t General Ackerson or any of the many other warlords in the area?”
“No, he is too busy fighting Mog, Son of Flog’s orc and ogre horde in Rask. Rumors are he’s sick as well and his underlings are already squabbling over who is going to take power when he’s gone. As for other warlords, they aren’t a threat to us, at least not in any meaningful way, and most of them are too direct and unsophisticated to engage in the terror tactics that your assassins have. Your assassins tell us that they are the hand of justice in Dendrin’s name.”
“As I said we have sent no assassins. I don’t know what kind of game you’re playing, but I’m not falling for it.”
“No please wait! Maybe you didn’t send the assassins, but if that’s true then this is more alarming news! Because they’re using shadow magic to accomplish their tasks! If it isn’t you or anyone in your order as you say, who are they? And will they attack you as well?”
This does give you a bit of pause though it’s hard to tell with someone that’s supposed to be your enemy. He does look quite sincere in his words and his fear.
If it wasn’t any of your people, then who would it be? It’s quite possible that it’s just another rogue group that split off from the original heretics and formed yet a third faction of shadows. Of course if that was the case, they should know about it instead of jumping to the conclusion that it is you.
Of course this could all still be just an elaborate trick. Perhaps an attempt to make you suspicious of people in your own group carrying out tasks that you didn’t order. There’s also the other urgent matter that they said they had to tell you, which you question the heretic on.
“So what is this other urgent matter you had to tell us?” you ask.
“Oh, yes that, well there are rumors that Warden Matron Brenda of Nalin is planning on invading Delerg.”
“What? I know she hates the shadows, but reports have always established that she has never set sights on anything north of the Nalin province. She doesn’t even have an established presence in Quala.” Talia remarks.
“Well, I didn’t say she planned on holding the territory, just that she was planning on invading it. I don’t know. It is what we have heard in our travels to get here.”
“Could be Brenda that’s sending the assassins then and using something similar to shadow magic that these blasphemous fools are taking as the real thing. Maybe we should prepare ourselves, after killing these heretics of course.” Glen remarks.
“But we’re sincere! I’M sincere! How…how about we prove ourselves by being judged directly by Dendrin himself? You could perform the initiation ritual to open the portal to his realm. If he accepts our forgiveness then surely that would be proof that our hearts and souls are truthful, right? If he doesn’t then we won’t survive the process anyway.” The heretic exclaims.
“Well, that would be one way of ensuring their dedication I suppose.” Talia says to you.
Rebuilding what you have left seems like a better idea at this point, so you send a message out to all your people to leave this war torn land and head back to Delerg.
When you arrive in Delerg, your temple seems so much emptier now. Well certainly empty of more adults. You don’t have many Blades left either anymore, only about a dozen from what remains of the original amount you had. Not counting all the ones that never made it out of their tanks or failed Talia’s training when she was trying to bring them into the fold of course.
Orphaned children that are fairly young have so far been taken care of in more communal way as needed, though you ask if Talia wants to take charge of all them in the same way she did the eternals and eventually train them to be Blades. She declines though and says the children should probably start being assigned to a more permanent family arrangement starting with volunteers first.
You’re confident that the numbers will build back up since there are always people in Delerg that are drawn to join the order. Assuming you have no further major conflict, things should go back to their previous “boring” ways of simple temple routine in no time. This time though you’re looking forward to a bit of boredom. This last major clash has somewhat made you realize that maybe you should be taking it easier in your later years. Not that you’re ready for the grave, but you just aren’t young like you used to be and you can’t single handedly fight entire wars for the shadows anymore even with your increased magical powers. It’s a strain and you’ve got so much on your plate in general.
Maybe Dendrin knew this too and that’s why he suggested that you not hunt down the heretics in that cryptic way that he tends to do. You think back to how you said to him that you couldn’t afford to not be directly involved and relax in the way that he does, and while that is true, there really isn’t any reason why you couldn’t start following his lead just a little. It also makes you start to wonder if he’s been right about a few things.
Weeks and months pass as you go through the motions of temple routine, though it’s been a little different for you somehow. Like you’ve actually started to attempt to find a deeper reason behind the words of all the texts you read from. You don’t know if it’s because you’re trying to embrace this new moment of peace within the shadows (as opposed to the fidgeting boredom you usually suffer from) or if it’s because you’re becoming genuinely interested in the stuff.
Are you finally becoming a “believer?”
Dendrin claims you already are and it seems impossible, but you have noticed yourself having slightly more civilized conversations with Dendrin as the years have gone on, even agreeing with him at times. You remember practically ranting at him when you were young, in retrospect it’s amazing that he didn’t kill you given his power. He pretty much put up with you and he didn’t have to. He hasn’t helped you in probably the most direct way most of the time, but really would you have wanted him to? Your insistence on always forging your own way was always paramount to you and he probably saw that and acted accordingly by letting you make your own choices.
You’ve only really prayed genuinely once to Dendrin and that was back when you wanted help with getting the new eternals under control. Even then it was a last ditch reason and you did it more out of selfish desperation rather than any genuine belief. You begin to wonder if it couldn’t hurt to just sincerely pray to him once in a while. Not in the hopes of getting anything out of him, but just…well to show a little bit of gratitude.
It is probably due to your new found attempt at piety that attracts more people to the temple and restores some of the hope that the shadows will overcome this set back like they have so many before in the past.
Year 60
“One of the heretics was caught near the temple. He claims that another group stand at the border of Delerg. We confirmed this and most of them haggard and tired looking. This speaker claims that he wishes to speak with you about making peace and an urgent matter.” Brother Gannon says.
“Hmm, have to say I didn’t think they’d last as long as they did. They didn’t mention what this so called urgent matter was about?” you reply.
“No, just that it was of great importance to anyone who reveres Dendrin.”
“Probably a trick of some sort, you should just have all of them killed.” Glen remarks.
“Yes, that would be the safe bet, but I suppose it wouldn’t hurt to listen seeing as I’m not particularly worried about them. Drag him in, but keep a tight hold on him.”
“Very well Shadow Master.” Glen says.
The heretic is brought in and he certainly is a miserable looking wretch. It isn’t due to any roughing up by your own shadows either, as he was confirmed to be in the same state as the rest of his fellows waiting for him. He’s very nervous and looking around as much as he can while two of the Blades grasp his arms and several other shadows look on at the proceedings.
“Well? We don’t have all day. Out with it heretic scum!” Talia demands before you can say anything.
“Oh! Right…uh…Shadow Master I beg you in Dendrin’s name to call off your assassins! We have seen that Theo’s teachings were the improper doctrine! We submit to your rule as the rightful chosen one of Dendrin himself and ask for mercy by allowing us to merge with the true and only temple dedicated to him!” the heretic whines. You certainly weren’t expecting this, and you’re also wondering about these assassins.
“Assassins? We haven’t sent anyone to seek out your destruction. If that were the case we would’ve done it years ago.”
“You…haven’t? But that seems impossible.”
“Why? It isn’t like shadows are well accepted anywhere else except Delerg as you surely know. What makes you think it isn’t General Ackerson or any of the many other warlords in the area?”
“No, he is too busy fighting Mog, Son of Flog’s orc and ogre horde in Rask. Rumors are he’s sick as well and his underlings are already squabbling over who is going to take power when he’s gone. As for other warlords, they aren’t a threat to us, at least not in any meaningful way, and most of them are too direct and unsophisticated to engage in the terror tactics that your assassins have. Your assassins tell us that they are the hand of justice in Dendrin’s name.”
“As I said we have sent no assassins. I don’t know what kind of game you’re playing, but I’m not falling for it.”
“No please wait! Maybe you didn’t send the assassins, but if that’s true then this is more alarming news! Because they’re using shadow magic to accomplish their tasks! If it isn’t you or anyone in your order as you say, who are they? And will they attack you as well?”
This does give you a bit of pause though it’s hard to tell with someone that’s supposed to be your enemy. He does look quite sincere in his words and his fear.
If it wasn’t any of your people, then who would it be? It’s quite possible that it’s just another rogue group that split off from the original heretics and formed yet a third faction of shadows. Of course if that was the case, they should know about it instead of jumping to the conclusion that it is you.
Of course this could all still be just an elaborate trick. Perhaps an attempt to make you suspicious of people in your own group carrying out tasks that you didn’t order. There’s also the other urgent matter that they said they had to tell you, which you question the heretic on.
“So what is this other urgent matter you had to tell us?” you ask.
“Oh, yes that, well there are rumors that Warden Matron Brenda of Nalin is planning on invading Delerg.”
“What? I know she hates the shadows, but reports have always established that she has never set sights on anything north of the Nalin province. She doesn’t even have an established presence in Quala.” Talia remarks.
“Well, I didn’t say she planned on holding the territory, just that she was planning on invading it. I don’t know. It is what we have heard in our travels to get here.”
“Could be Brenda that’s sending the assassins then and using something similar to shadow magic that these blasphemous fools are taking as the real thing. Maybe we should prepare ourselves, after killing these heretics of course.” Glen remarks.
“But we’re sincere! I’M sincere! How…how about we prove ourselves by being judged directly by Dendrin himself? You could perform the initiation ritual to open the portal to his realm. If he accepts our forgiveness then surely that would be proof that our hearts and souls are truthful, right? If he doesn’t then we won’t survive the process anyway.” The heretic exclaims.
“Well, that would be one way of ensuring their dedication I suppose.” Talia says to you.