One sided love<3

I don't know why..but I get my stuff together and it's like my feet are guiding me towards Bryce by themselves. I'm supposed to AVOID him, but it seems as if my legs and brain aren't connected. I go over, and sure enough, he's playing basketball with his friends. I sigh and sit down at the picnic table out back, plop my purse down, and just watch. He soon enough gets sweaty and takes off his button down..ahh...abs...through shirt...SNAP outta it Leah. You HAVE to stop. Even when he is sweaty his bright blue eyes shine and sparkle like a star, and his curly blonde hair looks even blonder in the fall sunset. He walks toward me to put down his shirt, and even though he still has his white tee on, I feel my heart stop for a few seconds. "oh my..." I mutter to myself in shame. He strolls back over, in his 6'4 frame, easily reaching the basket and continues playing. I grab my camera from my purse and get a few action shots, and I motion to Bryce to show him some, and see if I can put them on facebook if he likes them. I swear he is breathlessly breathing on my neck, out of breath from playing. Yep, heart stops again. This can't be healthy. Pastor opens the back door and tells us to get back inside for choir practice. Bryce grabs his shirt from beside me, and I grab my purse and run in behind him. Did I mention he smells of Axe, even after sports? Mmmm...No. Stop. Now. We walk into choir and I watch Braden do his solo, and I feel my heart race. Okay...Now i'm officially confused. Which one do I like?? I simply CANNOT like both..that would be double trouble. But..it looks like it's unraveling that way. We finish practice, and on the short ride home, I look out the window and dream of Bryce liking me. I turn on my iPod and put on a Taylor Swift song, but Braden keeps inturruping my thoughts...this is getting worse. We arive home and I run upstairs and flop onto my bed, and look at the photos I took earlier. They're pretty good...but I notice i took alot of Braden and Bryce. What should I do next?