Interactive Rain's Shadow

You block the pain, force it out, turn away from whatever is trying to pull you back, retreat further into the dark. Here it is warm, here it is comfortable, here you can just drift. You don't have to worry about anything any more, you can just let go of everything... But you kind of liked living too... You had a nice apartment, good music, liked several shows and books and movies and really enjoyed lots of aspects of your life. You don't know what is ahead of you, it's unfamiliar territory. Anything could be moving out there in the darkness. But no more responsibility, no more pain, no more sadness or loneliness or anything else like that. You pause for a moment undecided, you have to choose. Something wants to bring you back, pull you out, should you let it?