Repression
Alcohol definitely! You know that she gets pretty friendly after she's been drinking. You dismiss it. You can't possibly believe that she'd have that kind of interest in you. She may be a bit wild, but not to that extent!
As you drive back home, she falls asleep in the back, thanking you for looking out.
You get back home, unfortunately you're carrying your sister back in and you wake Mom up. She's pissed and iching for a fight. Normally her tirades would effect you more, but not after what you've been through. You're tired of her ordering everyone around, she has no idea how to REALLY look out for someone. If she did, your sister wouldn't be the mess she is.
You put your sister on the sofa, and yell at your Mom telling her she needs to stop acting like a fucking dictator and to start acting like a mother, because she's going to drive away the both of you if she keeps this up.
Your words seem to have somewhat of an effect. Your Mom still doesn't want to admit defeat though, she says you're ALL going to talk about this tomorrow. You're tired, and don't want to argue anymore tonight, so you agree.
You head up to bed, realizing that your actions today have worn you out! Being a defender isn't easy. Its very taxing, but somehow you like it. Its much better than being the emotionless android you were acting like before. Its like you have a purpose in life now.
Another day breaks, and you feel fulfilled...
As you drive back home, she falls asleep in the back, thanking you for looking out.
You get back home, unfortunately you're carrying your sister back in and you wake Mom up. She's pissed and iching for a fight. Normally her tirades would effect you more, but not after what you've been through. You're tired of her ordering everyone around, she has no idea how to REALLY look out for someone. If she did, your sister wouldn't be the mess she is.
You put your sister on the sofa, and yell at your Mom telling her she needs to stop acting like a fucking dictator and to start acting like a mother, because she's going to drive away the both of you if she keeps this up.
Your words seem to have somewhat of an effect. Your Mom still doesn't want to admit defeat though, she says you're ALL going to talk about this tomorrow. You're tired, and don't want to argue anymore tonight, so you agree.
You head up to bed, realizing that your actions today have worn you out! Being a defender isn't easy. Its very taxing, but somehow you like it. Its much better than being the emotionless android you were acting like before. Its like you have a purpose in life now.
Another day breaks, and you feel fulfilled...
