Repression
You decide you don't want to spend the entire night dancing with one girl, so you spend the night looking for other girls to dance with. (Yes, you WERE oblivious to what the first girl had in mind!) You have fun without going overboard, and that's probably for the best since all this is brand new to you.
Eventually you leave the club and sneak back in your house, making sure you don't wake Mom up.
You lie in bed thinking about the unusual day and night you had and realize there isn't anything wrong with not following the rules ALL the time, and you also realize you're secure enough not to do something stupid. And Mom's just going to have to get used to that idea.
Another day arrives, and you finally feel normal...
Eventually you leave the club and sneak back in your house, making sure you don't wake Mom up.
You lie in bed thinking about the unusual day and night you had and realize there isn't anything wrong with not following the rules ALL the time, and you also realize you're secure enough not to do something stupid. And Mom's just going to have to get used to that idea.
Another day arrives, and you finally feel normal...