That river in Egypt

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"You don't get it? What's not to get? You're never allowed to cum without my permission, simple as that. I'll only ever grant you permission on your release days if I decide to. Another time we will decide together how often release day will be, okay? I know cumming isn't the main thing on your mind right now, but after a while in that cage you'll be needing it. You'll do anything for it. But I don't care how close to orgasm you are, how bad you need it, how many edges you've had, you do not cum unless I say that you can. Even if you were on the edge and I told you to keep stroking, it would be better to stop stroking to avoid going over. You do NOT want to find out how I deal with unpermitted orgasms. This is my most important rule, those balls stay blue for as long as I say. Is that clear?"

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