Psycho Killer

You sacrifice yourself and suddenly you feel more powerful than you ever had before in your life, its like you've been reborn, you have huge muscles, your taller, and have wings. You suddenly turn red, all over then your head starts to hurt, it feels like a train is running it over repeatedly, two big brown horns come out of your head. You now start to feel different, not like before but in your head, you start to this differently about people, your whole outlook on life is changing, everything is darker, not just in color but in the tone of life. You don't feel love or passion anymore just have and empty voids of darkness where all you love used to be held. You start thinking about every thing in your life thats gone good, everyone who you love and you know this is your last chance to go back. Which path do you chose?