Geek

This is all just too much for you; you don't want to be any part of this. You do what you've always done all your life; run away leaving the carnival behind. Nobody goes looking for you, not even the Ring Master. Geeks like you are a dime a dozen. They can get another one.

You take up "residence" in the nearest town, begging for money for booze and sleeping in the park. The townsfolk are a little less tolerant of the likes of you than the Carneys were though and besides they already have town drunks that they know and love. You're treated worse than you were at the Carnival if such a thing were possible. At least there you served somewhat of a purpose; here you're just a drain on the community.

One night the town's drain is solved when you're beaten and set on fire by the local young punks.