Growth and Grit

You decide to just self-grade yourself and not care about the lying. and it goes just fine for you in the class. other than being confused by certain scripture stories sometimes, you can keep up pretty well. As you go through the semester though, you begin to hate that class. You lose the spirit in your life more and more, and your mission prep teacher turns into a lecturer instead of a divinely appointed teacher. finally one day you just stop going. "It's fine" you think, "half of the class is ditching anyway". Eventually, you begin to stop going to devotionals, and even church. as you decide to drop out from a religious school (and number yourself amongst the dropout freshmen) because you don't feel anything from BYU-I anymore. but hopefully, you can find some other passions back at home!