Rosaline and Juliet

POV Romeo. After killing Tybalt and being banished to Mantua, you were expecting word from Friar Laurence but no letters come. A couple of days after being banished, you receive a visit from your old friend Balthasar. He has terrible news from Mantua. Through tears he regretfully tells you that Juliet is dead, by suicide. You are utterly heartbroken. How could she have not told you? Immediately, you pack up your things and jump on your horse. You reach Verona, take a quick break to kill Paris, then weep over Juliet's beautiful dead body. You pull out a vial of poison ready to end your life. How do you spend your last few seconds?