Finding the Plant

You walk towards the plant, with curiosity that somehow you just either got unlucky three times, ran into a wall, or now you're probably wondering about the first two. But anyway, you're a monkey. Yes, an monkey. Thought you were a bloon, no? You're an monkey, got it? Ok. But, every once in a while, you kind of...how do I explain it? Seriously, would you be considered drunk, lucid dreaming, or crazy?