hellion

i snuck into the morgues file room out of curiosity. then i searched through the files and found my john doe file. there was dousens of photos of me as a corpse. the train smashed my brains, broke every bone in my upper body, ripped me in half, and left no face to recognize. suddenly i heard a noise from accrosed the room it was a doctor i was about to run when i stopped and realize i could feel his emotions, his presence, his life. the urge for violence lingured in my head and as it did my eyes felt tingly. i galnced at the mirror and realized the whites of my eyes were balck and my iris was dark purple. i glance back at him and realize that he fears me and that i wanted to feel his fear, his panic, and his pain for myself. as i thought this i came to a sudden realization that i couldnt feel enything, that i only feel what others feel and that the numbness was my one true weakness. i was doomed to be addicted to violence and pain and thats when i remmembered he was there. something was off it was as if he couldnt move while i was watching him.