Government

You try to kill yourself before the public kill you slowly and painfully. You reach for the gun with your shaking hand. In fact, your hand is shaking so much that you miss your head and instead smash a light that was above you. The glass shards fall down and slice your eyes and you stumble backwards, you grope around blindly for some support, but crack your head anyway on the side. You are now experiencing incredible pain, and you grope around to find something to pull you up off the floor. You accidentally pull out a drawer of cutlery and you are stabbed by hundreds of knives and forks. By now you can hear some people from the public bashing the door down, to get to you, so that they can kill you slowly and painfully. It sounds like they have a big dog with them. You are so screwed. Game Over.