When I wasn't looking...

I tried to talk to Amanda and I become a bigger outcast than her. Why is life so unfair??

Every day going to work is torture. Slowly I fall into depression. I could move away and start over, but I think that would just make me hate myself more.. for running away and not being able to face my problems.

I am diagnosed for extreme depression and admitted into the hospital, but I don't care. Is there any way out?? Yes, but unfortunately, I don't find it in this lifetime...

If you give up and stop ever trying.. it really is.. THE END