Repression
You know its always tragic to see how easy it is to fall from a positive path...
Maybe it was your built up confidence crossing over to arrogance. Maybe you felt all your "good deeds" today should be "rewarded". Maybe it was just an overload of different emotions in one day from a previous complete lack of social interaction. Maybe it was a combination of all three factors as well as other ones, but your choice has lead you to perform a dispicable action, effectively erasing anything positive you've done today.
Afterwards, you feel different, like something shut down inside your head. Perhaps it was a left over shred of morality reminding you of the evil you just committed. Whatever it was, you end up running off, leaving Jessica behind. You feel panic, fear, shame, regret, and disgust all at the same time. As these emotions assault you, you clutch your head, scream and end up collapsing in the park.
You're awakened the next morning by the police, who've been looking for you, you meekly and quietly go with them.
Its a brand new day and you feel everlasting anguish...
Maybe it was your built up confidence crossing over to arrogance. Maybe you felt all your "good deeds" today should be "rewarded". Maybe it was just an overload of different emotions in one day from a previous complete lack of social interaction. Maybe it was a combination of all three factors as well as other ones, but your choice has lead you to perform a dispicable action, effectively erasing anything positive you've done today.
Afterwards, you feel different, like something shut down inside your head. Perhaps it was a left over shred of morality reminding you of the evil you just committed. Whatever it was, you end up running off, leaving Jessica behind. You feel panic, fear, shame, regret, and disgust all at the same time. As these emotions assault you, you clutch your head, scream and end up collapsing in the park.
You're awakened the next morning by the police, who've been looking for you, you meekly and quietly go with them.
Its a brand new day and you feel everlasting anguish...
