Repression

Something over comes you. You suddenly feel a sense of self preservation. The only thing you HAVE felt during this bloody day.

You drop all your weapons and exit the school completely unarmed. The police quickly take you down and drag you away.

You feel completely numb during the trial, its ultimately decided that you're completely nuts to do what you did (Despite outcries for your death) so you are put in a mental institution. To this day nobody can figure out exactly why you did what you did.

A reporter comes in to do a special on mass murderers and you were on the top on the list. He doesn't get too far with his questions though, he asks WHY you did it. You just say it had to be done. He asks you how you feel about killing all those people. But you give the same answer you gave at the trial

You feel nothing...
End Of Story