High school stories

Ethan's eyes widen again. "Really? Wow." he says quietly. He turns to you and begins to apologize, but you raise up a hand to stop him and quietly walk out of the conversation. this is how your first love ends.
You hear Emma tutting from behind your back. "What an idiot." she says, and then proceeds to kiss Ethan some more.
WHY?
Were you destined to be this way? Alone forever?
You have lost all hope in life. Emma was the one you yearned for, and she let you down. What was the guarantee that this would not happen again?
In fact, with your luck, it would happen everyday.
And besides, you wouldn't be able to bear seeing Ethan with Emma for the rest of the school year. He'd invite her to your dormitory to have study sessions together and probably would fuck her after you slept.
No, this wouldn't do.
End Of Story