Killing Gandhi

You walk out of your house knowing exactly what you are supposed to do, but something happens and you just can't go through with it. You stand outside of your house; you try to keep walking. Nothing happens, for some reason you can't do it. You understand this and start to head inside. You know that you needed to kill Gandhi for your cause, but you just can't. You start to think about your cause, is this even right, should you have ever embarked on this journey in the first place. Your questions will never be answered.