Repression

All these new feelings are still a bit overwhelming to you, so you decide not to take it to that level just yet. Besides you don't really want to be hanging out in the park too long at night.

You take Jessica home who agrees to go out with you again and gives you a big kiss before she goes in which puts a perfect end to this day.

You sneak back to your house, carefully not waking Mom up. You know you'll have to deal with her in the morning, but that doesn't seem to bother you. You've accomplished a lot today and that fills you with a sense of achievement that you've never felt before.

Another day arrives and you feel triumphant…